A new coward step back

I tried.
I gathered some weak will and typed. No matter how ordinary and mediocre sounded I would bite my lips and send an e-mail asking...
And again, from the isolated marble tower of my stubborn ego, i rejected and laughed at all forms of narration courses.

With the pre-conceived idea that everything has being invented in every form, I again gave up and kept on with my moans cursing what i consider my idiotic surroundings.